Wow, so much has changed just one week from now. It's like my life has just completely turned around. I went from being so unsure of things, and so frustrated to finally working my way back to being happy again. As an incredible movie, (ZombieLand) once quoted, " You gotta enjoy the little things" :)
For example... Laughing at the CVS sign that says H1N1 vaccines available, except it says HINI.. and so I chuckle at myself thinking it is telling everyone they have the butt vaccine available. lol orrr driving down 53 and seeing a giant sign in a redneck's yard that says "TREEMAN" baha. not sure what that means... Or driving in the car with my best friend Bridgitte as she slams on the gas petal on a yellow light that is clearly turning red, and holding on for my life, and screaming at the top of my lungs ha.
I went for a ride today. Brutus has been acting up lately, but I think it is because he could feel my tension. Today was soo wonderful. It was so peaceful and relaxing. For the first 30 minutes I just prayed to God. Then we had some fun and galloped up a few hills, except when I mean gallop with Brutus I mean ride a rollercoaster ha. But he was such a sweet boy today and took good care of me, and just made my day so much better. After I got done rinsing him off , I let him graze in the hay field while I layed down in the grass and just bathed in the sunlight.
On my way home, I rolled down all the windows, cranked up the music and just danced all the way home. I found that I am completely happy just lying outside listening to nature, and driving with the windows down when it is the perfect temperature outside.
There are a lot of things that are still hard for me to understand, I just keep praying to God for guidance. I am still struggling with some emotions and what to do about it, but I'm finally learning to do what is good for me. God will take care of the rest. "Even in our silence it plays back and forth again."
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